The next step

There are many steps in life, some are big and some are little. All of which lead to decisions and painful paperwork processes. Most of the time.

I seem to have hit a point in my life that will determine the rest of it. I have finished education. And it seems at the moment, for good. And it's scary. My life as I know it is over. Despite the fact that I know things will be relatively calm for a while, what with this trip coming up my days are being filled with plans for that. Which is amazing and exciting and so unbelievably surreal that I can't seem to concentrate on it. I leave in two months, but it feels like a year. But what happens when I get back.
What then?

I'm at a crossroads. Again. And I'm certain I'll come to many more. We all have to make important and life changing decisions. Not the everyday what shirt shall I wear today, but the 'Turn Left' kind of decision that will change the future.

We all feel lost from time to time. And it isn't hard to put our fears, concerns and worries into perspective. But then, we all have those moments of utter selfishness in which we are the most important people in the world. And as egotistic human beings, at some point or other, we are. To us, we are the most important people in the world. Of course we care for others and have moments of clarification in which we realise that we are a spec, less than such, on the surface of the Earth, doing more damage than good.

But enough. There is more than the next step ahead.
It's a doorway.
A light.
A journey.